the two Es - ego n expectations

Today i was angry..
My ego was hurt..and i was not liking the fact that i let it effect me in this way..and i was angry at myself for being effected thus.Who the hell am i??A mere blip in the bigger scheme of things.

then i was angry because i was expected to do everything regarding something that i think my husband should take care.(we have to move house so right from locating the brokers/agents to getting in touch with them to talking to them to fixing an appointment with them to accompanying them to house hunting to deciding the place to then finally moving (including contacting the packers etc etc etc ) e.v.e.r.y.t.h.i.n.g. is supposed to be done by me,along with taking the tension of having to move in a very short period.

And i was angry. That i couldnt share my anxiety. That there was no one that i could rely on. That there was no one who would tell me -hey its ok,'we' will manage. Or just simply - dont worry, i'm there..
But i'm ok now. Its just another situation. Nothing unsurmountble or that cannot be tackled.And most specially the faith that - if He takes you to it,He will take you through it.